The shirt says it all.
I recently picked it up ’cause I had really scaled my miles down to almost nothing and was totally … hating it…..
After todays doctor appt. it reflects how I’m going to be feeling for awhile.
At some point it was bound to happen…. work hard… play hard… play harder…. injuries become a possibility. Or a reality. You can get hurt doing stuff you really love that you throw yourself into with abandon.
It sucks ’cause this is my first running injury.
Oh, I got sidelined a few years ago for like… 6 weeks… when I took the motorcycle down learning to ride….. that’s when I learned big bikes and gravel aren’t a good combo. I hurt my knee which knocked me out of running.
I literally cried the first time I was back out for a run. I had been so afraid the time away would make me not want to do it anymore. Nothing, was farther from the truth. I embraced that run back out celebrating my freedom and my restored health.
So I’ve been babying my heel for a month or two. I’ve intentionally brought my miles down hoping and allowing it would give my foot a break to heal.
In the last couple weeks I’ve scraped running and just focused on cycling and other stuff… still… it remains..
Which pushed me to an official appointment.
In a nutshell…. foot doctor confirmed what I knew…. Achilles tendonitis.
No running…at all.
No impact sports at all.
No movements that put strain on the tendons which rules out strength training moves with my lower body like squats, deadlifts etc. Cycling if questionable.
I left thinking… I’m going to go stir crazy…. almost all active movement has been axed.
Please hear me… I get it. Once again, I’m crazy, but not stupid. My health and getting 100% again is my most important goal now so I can get back out on the road.
But…..still…. no… running ??
I actually found a sports med doctor I’ll be seeing in a few weeks. I want someone who understands athletically where I am and how to treat me. And a second opinion is never bad. He does triathlons so I feel like he’ll “get it”.
Meanwhile, I am being a good girl. Ice several times a day, no running around barefoot (this kills me too, I’m a barefoot girl! ) I have discontinued all activities that would possibly strain or further irritate my injuries.
Swimming appears to be the most recommended and supported activity for this kind of injury. How ironic that I am constantly telling people how weak I am with swimming that this will now be my main form of cardio for awhile. Hmmm maybe when I go through this time I’ll come out a stronger and better swimmer.
Is this the silver lining in having my wings clipped ?
I will confess to tears… and frustration… and pain… and wondering how this will impact the goals I had set for myself in the remainder of the year. I have worries of “what if”.
Serious marathon training is set to start in August… at this point I don’t know if I’ll be healthy to do that yet. My marathon in December… will it happen ? The goal of finding a duathlon to train for ?
I just don’t know.
This I do know.
I miss being on the road. I miss the feeling my body gets from running long and hard. I want to plan a long run and be out early and see the sunrise while I’m doing it. I want to be drenched in sweat and feel like a million bucks from challenging myself to do more. I want to tear up hills and feel my body respond to the challenge. I’m jealous when I read running posts or see someone running.
I want to stop and say… “don’t EVER take for granted what you’re doing right now… it’s a pure, sweet gift.. value it”.
Ok… this post… is really letting me process and get this outta my head. I know what I have to do and will do it… I promise to keep you updated and make my whining… minimal…..
You just don’t take a woman who’s been running and active and clip her wings without
a lot a few tears and angry stomping of her feet.
I will regroup and look at what I can do, implement, and improvise. I might come out of this a better swimmer, which means, maybe a tri wouldn’t be out of my realm of possibility at some point. I will learn to do more activities that work my body while protecting the hurt parts. I will add more boxing with swimming to get in some good cardio..
Basically, I will develop a new game plan and bounce back while I “recover”.
I’m wired like that….get pushed down… and figure out how to get up and fight again.
But for the love of all things running… I really…. hate… this.
Talk to me…tell me… have you dealt with an injury that sidelined you ? How did you handle it? This is my first serious one so …do you have words of encouragement ? What helped you through it ?
3 thoughts on “Not Running Sucks.”
I’m so sorry you have an injury and your wings clipped. You have an awesome attitude though. You will come out stronger in the end. You’ll see.
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Yup. There was the spained ankle (thank you soccer) that had me out for 6-7 weeks. Then there was the strained calf muscle. That was 4 weeks. The the bulging disc in my back. I was out for two months with that one. Brutal. Love the t-shirt. My favorite running t-shirt say “running. Cheaper than therapy”. So true. Listen to your body and your physiotherapist. Lots of time ahead to run and sweat.
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Not good for you… but at least I don’t feel alone in the injury dept… thank you =)